Thursday, January 20, 2011

Life in Community at the Hope House

When my wife and I bought the property that is now the Hope House Community, I didn't know what God wanted us to do with it. The default plan was rental property, but we had bought it because we were seeking God's will in our lives and buying was, well, the next right thing. From the beginning I had a dream, or a vision if you will, of what it could be. This is a bit of a confession since I routinely state to my friends that I am not a big vision man. The dream was to have a Center of Community Living and Monastic Spirituality. I must admit that in my vision I didn't know that God would have homeless men living in community there.

Even though my friends are accustomed to my mentioning monks and monasteries on a routine basis, none have heard me refer to the Hope House as a center of Monastic Spirituality. This is in large part due to the fact that I find the terms "Community Living" and "Monastic Spirituality" redundant or at best overlapping. And let's face it, many of our homeless guys (and volunteers) are unfamiliar with monks and nuns, so using the term Monastic could have been more of a barrier than a building block. But as our three formerly homeless men begin the struggle of living in community with each other (the honeymoon is over) and live under house guidelines and expectations, I am reminded of who I am as I try to lead them into deeper spiritual wellness and sobriety. A simple monk. Certainly just an oblate, and an oblate novice at that, but key to my spiritual wellness is living life as a simple little man using simple ways to move closer daily to my Jesus. Pray for us as we continue on the messy journey of living in community at the Hope House.

Monday, January 17, 2011

Hope House

After 4 + years of visiting the homeless camps in our city, the good Lord has led us into a new endeavor, the development of the Hope House Community. The Hope House is a permanent housing situation for formerly homeless men who would benefit from a supportive living environment. For many of these men, accountability to their support system is a big factor in maintaining sober living and spiritual success but independent living often removes them from this support. So the guys at Hope House continue to live in community with us and us with them. In addition to this, the residents of Hope House (currently 3) participate in the homeless tent camp ministry. On Sunday mornings the volunteers go around to the shelters or camps and bring in our homeless brothers for food and fellowship. We seem to have around 8-10 guys currently but some times it is only 4 and I have seen as many as 14-16. The men of Hope House develop their own spiritual program and live in community with each other. We use the Rule of Benedict (derived from the Holy Scripture) and Holy Scripture itself as the guide for our community living. We also lean heavily on my training as a social worker and addiction counselor. Pray for us as we embark upon our experiment in love and seek Christ in each other.

Friday, June 12, 2009

St. Ignatius

I love this quote!


Our task is not one of producing persuasive propaganda; Christianity shows its greatness when it is hated by the world." - St.Ignatius of Antioch, Epistle to the Romans.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Notre Dame

Notre Dame invited Obama to give a commencement speech at their graduation ceremony and while he was there they gave him an honorary doctorate. It is controversial that they invited Obama to speak considering that it is a Catholic University and he has done more harm than any president I know in the first 100 days in regards to Church related issues. But he is the current president of the United States so I suppose that it's alright that they invited him to speak. It is a great travesty that Notre Dame awarded him an honorary doctorate. He is a radical pro abortion president.

We must be witnesses to our Christian faith. Notre Dame has not been such a good witnesses during this trial. Having their campus police arrest peacefully protesting priest is not exactly being a good Christian witness. At a time when popular culture would do away with the Church altogether as something archaic, Catholics and all Christians must stand up for their beliefs. We must be counted. I ask for God's forgiveness that I didn't figure out a way to drive to Indiana and stand in solidarity with the protesters. I certainly was with them in spirit. Hopefully in the future I will do better.

If Christians do not begin to stand together in solidarity the ultimate outcome will be that Christianity, or Christian beliefs, will become illegal(or at least unlawful). Many Christians have already watered down their theology to such a degree that they won't even notice. But get ready for it, with the Muslim rise in Europe and the continued secular rise in the west, the body of Christ is going to be refined in fire in the next 50 years.

Lord, let us be the instruments of your peace, let us reach out to those who kill us, arrest us, or kill our unwanted brothers or sisters. Help us to Love like You Love, Dear Lord. So that the world will be won over with our Love. Amen.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Take up your cross

Blessed Teresa of Calcutta (1910-1997), Foundress of the Missionary Sisters of Charity A Gift for God: prayers and meditations

"Let him take up his cross daily and follow me"Lord, help us to see in your crucifixion and resurrection an example of how to endure and seemingly to die in the agony and conflict of daily life, so that we may live more fully and creatively. You accepted patiently and humbly the rebuffs of human life, as well as the tortures of your crucifixion and passion. Help us to accept the pains and conflicts that come to us each day as opportunities to grow as people and become more like you. Enable us to go through them patiently and bravely, trusting that you will support us. Make us realize that it is only by frequent deaths of ourselves and our self-centred desires that we can come to live more fully; for it is only by dying with you that we can rise with you.

Lord help us to take up our cross, like those before us, especially Blessed Mother Teresa of Calcutta, that we may accept all the sufferings of our lives with Love. Let us follow your example, Dear Lord, through the cross to Easter morning.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Thoughts from Thomas Merton on the development of Christian military violence

"Christianity overcame pagan Rome by nonviolence. But when Christianity became the religion of the Empire, then the stoic and political virtues of the Empire began to supplant the original theological virtues of the first Christians. The heroism of the soldier supplanted the heroism of the martyr- though there was still a consecrated minority, the monks, who kept the ideal of charity and martyrdom in first place.
The ideal of self-sacrifice was never altogether set aside- on the contrary! But it was transferred to a new sphere. Now the supreme sacrifice was to die fighting under the Christian emperor. The supreme self-immolation was to fall in battle under the standard of the Cross. In the twelfth century even monks took up the sword, and consummated their sacrifice of obedience by dying in battle against the infidels, against heretics...
Unfortunately, they also fought other monks, and this was not necessarily regarded as virtue. But it does show what comes of living by the sword!
Christian chivalry was the fruit of a union between Christian faith and Roman, Frankish, or Germanic valor. In other words, Christians did here what they also did elsewhere: They adopted certain non-Christian values and "baptised" them, consecrating them to God. Christianity might just as well have turned to the East and "baptized" the nonmilitant, contemplative, detached, and hieratic institutions of the Orient. But by the time Christianity was ready to meet Asia and the New World, the Cross and the sword were so identified with one another that the sword itself was a cross. It was the only kind of cross some conquistadors understood.
There was no further thought of Christianizing the ideals and institutions of these ancient civilizations: only of destroying them, and bringing their people into subjection to the militant Christianity of Europe. Hence the strange paradox that certain spiritual and largely nonviolent ideologies which were in fact quite close to the Gospel were attacked and coerced in the name of Christ by the Christian soldier who was often no longer a Christian except in name: for he was violent, greedy, self-complacent, and supremely contemptuous of anything that was not a perfect reflection of himself. "
--From Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander by Thomas Merton

I think Thomas Merton is this passage does a superb job off pointing out that somewhere along the line things got a bit turned about. Our Christian ancestors, outnumbered as they were, didn't take up arms against the Romans, yet survived. No doubt countless numbers did not survive. We find it unthinkable now that we would not take up arms against our adversaries. Somewhere along to the line, Jesus's example become a sort of ideal, something you never quite tried to fully obtain. Because He said to turn the other cheek, to give not only your shirt but your cloak, not only walk one mile but two, we only kill people when we are fully justified. Murderers are those who kill without societal justification. Most Christians don't take seriously Jesus's mandate of nonviolence. We immediately take things to their logical extremes (and maybe we should). Because I would kill in order to defend by family, then there is a situation in which I would kill. There is a qualifier. If you meet my qualifier, do not pass my filter test, then you die. So even though I may live to be a very old man and kill no one, I walk through life a murderer, harboring my murder, my fear, in my heart, like an egg waiting to be hatched. And when my qualifiers are met then I will kill, and everyone would find it justified, and perhaps (in the right situation) I will be given a medal from my government. If I were to say that I had no qualifiers, no conditions that would allow me to kill, then the world would declare me insane, or something worse, someone who didn't have the decency to defend his family. Perhaps because I am responsible for not only myself but also my loved ones, I don't have the luxury of trying to be Christlike. But this idea of nonviolence is not some sort of soft pacifism. This is the beginning of peace. Peace in my heart-not the peace of man (which means we have peace because I haven't killed you yet which means you must have passed my filter test), but the Peace of God- Peace that saturates and leaves no room for violence, for murder, for anything but Love. Not the kind of Love you find on a bumper sticker, but Love that transcends. Instead we talk about about just wars and collateral damage.

So pray for Peace. Pray for Israel, pray for Gaza. Pray that Love reigns and violence ends. Pray for Christians, Muslims, and Jews. Pray.

Lord make me an instrument of your Peace. Amen.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Weekend before Christmas







My little family spent the weekend before Christmas at Gulf Shores, Alabama. This was our first December trip, we usually go down in May or August. It was wonderful. The weather was mostly cooperative, and the town was virtually deserted. Imagine going into a Walmart 3 days before Christmas and not having to wait in line to check out, and you begin to see how few people were there. It was about as tranquil a weekend that a guy with two young kids could ask for. I did manage to say the Hours most days. I hope this December trip is the beginning of a life long tradition.